How do I tell people about my past, how am I supposed to tell them without them wanting to be away from me? When people talk about their families and history and everything they've done in their life how am I going to be able to tell mine without being so depressing? Why did life have to turn out to be so drowsy so disfunctional with all my family's shit? I'd rather just get off the subject but I can't no matter what I have to lie about everything and make up things to sound like my life is good when in reality it's not.